Hello all! I'm not quite sure where I should start... so I guess I will start with me. Right now I am sitting outside in our back yard. I am a Michigan girl, but currently am living outside of Los Angeles. My future hubby has a job that moves him all over the country. We have been in LA for a little more than a year and a half. It took a while, but I think I have finally gotten use to it. I still miss the seasons.... but sitting in the sun every day no matter what month it is has its perks. Plus, the 6:30 in the morning dog walks are definitely a lot better out here then they would be back home!
This is the first job that I have gone on with my sweetie. We dated for a year and half before we left for Cally. He was on the road, but close enough to come home every weekend. Basically when this job came up it was either only see him once a month or move out here with him. Luckily my boss agreed to let me work from home. So I was able to keep my job. Which is really a huge benefit, considering most of these road assignments only last 2 years tops.... so I'd have to keep finding new jobs in every new location.
Working from home has been interesting. Its actually a lot harder than I thought. I really don't get a lot of human interaction. Add in the fact that my dear fiancee works at least 10 hours a day, and I end up spending a lot of time on my own. Bottom line, I have been struggling with boarder line depression for most of our stay out here. Oh, yes my therapist makes good money on me! The funniest part of this whole process is figuring myself out. I guess that is why I have decided to start this blog. I see it as a good way to practice speaking my mind and working on my self confidence. Funny how when I was younger I figured by the time I was 30+ I would have found my inner voice and had it all figured out.... oh how wrong I was!
So here we go! Its about time I found that voice and love for myself!
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